| Sunday, December 5th, 2004 |
| 1:45 pm |
i saw that when kidd did this his love happened to be pot how accurate is this damn thing! hah Current Mood: content |
| Saturday, November 20th, 2004 |
| 1:24 am |
i did hella good on my test in 12th grade english today... 100 questions and i got an A of some sort.. .had to! but we had 5 essay questions to reply in one paragraph but i forgot to read the directions... i chose one prompt and jsut wrote about it in 5 pages. really stupid mistake, but an astonishing feat i must say heh im a wasted mind a fuck up blah bye Current Mood: frustratedCurrent Music: placebo - johnny and mary |
| Sunday, November 14th, 2004 |
| 7:43 pm |
i was on aim last night or this morning i dont exactly remember when, but i read her 2 new entries and it brought a tear to my eye. she got me thinking of the ppl that i do consider good friends that i jsut wont ever see again. then my face cringed like when you tear up and almost start crying i dont want to grow up but i do wnat to get older damnit i fear the future. mostly mine Current Mood: lonely |
| 7:13 pm |
:(
damn most boring weekend ever. i did get to hang out with my friend valerie and meet her friends but even though i hung out with ehr i really wanted to hang out with jason or nikki or dani i can do lots of things but if i dont get to hang out with any of the aforementioned 3 names i go crazy i hope my dad doesnt make me drive a small car cause i fucking have a bass to haul around Current Mood: aggravated |
| 9:12 am |
fucking cunts
someone fucking hit my van last night. i was driving up wolf way to get to my hosue and someone sitting in the driveway in their fucking van and then they decide to gun it in reverse out of the drive way. fucking cunts! why do i get all the hit and runs! |
| Thursday, November 11th, 2004 |
| 12:42 pm |
revision
im gonna try to clean up and translate that last entry im sorry if no one wants to ever be friends withe me again. i was fucking high on things other than weed and i wasnt thinking of the re-percussions... i could tell by the end of the night you had enough with me but truly im sorry. im crying right now. i dont want you to hate me but i want you to know taht i did know waht i was doing... i was just thinking too much about myself. im sorry and please talk to me in the morning... im scared taht you never want to see me again call me tomarrow kevin i tihnk that flows a little better |
| 12:42 pm |
revision
im gonna try to clean up and translate that last entry im sorry if no one wants to ever be friends withe me again. i was fucking high on things other than weed and i wasnt thinking of the re-percussions... i could tell by the end of the night you had enough with me but truly im sorry. im crying right now. i dont want you to hate me but i want you to know taht i did know waht i was doing... i was just thinking too much about myself. im sorry and please talk to me in the morning... im scared taht you never want to see me again call me tomarrow kevin i tihnk that flows a little better |
| 12:42 pm |
revision
im gonna try to clean up and translate that last entry im sorry if no one wants to ever be friends withe me again. i was fucking high on things other than weed and i wasnt thinking of the re-percussions... i could tell by the end of the night you had enough with me but truly im sorry. im crying right now. i dont want you to hate me but i want you to know taht i did know waht i was doing... i was just thinking too much about myself. im sorry and please talk to me in the morning... im scared taht you never want to see me again call me tomarrow kevin i tihnk that flows a little better |
| 1:48 am |
im sorry if no one wants to ever be friends withe me again! i was fucking high on things other than weed and i wasnt thomkiong of re-percissions... i could tell by the end of the night you had enough weith me but truly im sorry, im crying right nowi dont want you to hate me but i want you to know taht i did know waht i was doing... i just wasnt thinking. im sorry and please talk to me... im scared taht you never want to see me agai! call me tomarrow kevin |
| Monday, November 8th, 2004 |
| 6:32 pm |
I FINALLY GOT A POUCH OF BUGLER!! HAPPINESS
woke up went to school crappy jazz period english talked about frankenstein had a cigarette break at lunch iwth char and dani ate some food went to my other english class schools out said hi to ym friend katie smoke with jason char nikki and sabrina at the water park got candy at longs took my brother to score hung out with Dee and Dani went with dani to the park and listened to steve miller and tatu and smoke a cigarette picked my brother up from score got a pouch of bugler which havent had in like a month here i am folks Current Mood: complacent |
| Sunday, November 7th, 2004 |
| 11:30 pm |
damn havent loggedin in forever. jsut too tired and no time any more i guess i posses a kind cruelty. someone is telling me how bad they felt for me after this weekend and i dont see why. i had fun didnt feel ignored and i dont know i ahd a blast watching a movie with the group i was with maybe they jsut dont understand how much i get a kick and enthused by jsut being with friends. but i do feel bad for feeling happy but im just too posotive at times that maybe i should be down instead of up, but if im botherd by someting everyone will know rest assured kevin i will admit that at the moment im not in too great of spirits but tahts becuase im drained from a fun filled weekend and work today Current Mood: drained |
| Sunday, September 19th, 2004 |
| 4:36 am |
omg
alst night i saw the girls gone wild's polar opposite... guys gone wild " makes an excellent bachelorette party gift" haha it was hilarious |
| Thursday, September 16th, 2004 |
| 8:57 pm |
i start training for papa murphy's on saturday... im soo excited |
| 3:35 am |
hah
i got drunk with kid... it was hella good... ill expound more in the morning when i can think straight |
| Tuesday, September 14th, 2004 |
| 8:31 pm |
SWEETNESS
YES!!! i got a call from courtney today from her work and guess what!... INTERVIEW TOAMRROW AT 3!! i knew waiting would get me a job... unlike my dads theory... im sooo happy... this is the furthest ive gone iwth a job... ive never recieved an interview from any place that i have applied at. sqweee!! kevin Current Mood: chipperCurrent Music: The Mars Landing Party, Placebo |
| Saturday, September 11th, 2004 |
| 10:35 am |
i hate camping
last night was great... i came home from the football game at like 11 ish... soon joey jose and these 2 girls from sacremento came over and they had 2 twenty four packs of hamms. heaven it was soon sean leaves to go get time so he can get some hard stuff and tim. its liek an hour before they get back so we started drinking early. when they got back sean had the ingrediants for his ugly brew or whatever he called it we drink up for a while and then watch family guy. joey hella puked in the alley and then passed out in the bathroom. after were don with family guy i take tim sean and the 2 girls to look for some NOS. they didnt ahve any at safe way so we drive to winco... paranoid the whole time about sobreity checks, plus i didnt have my license with me... but i was sober enough to drive! we get to winco and they dont have any air either so we get a bunch of whip cream cans and get to my house and inhale them. joey is still passed out and its probably about 3. sean and tim draw all over him i decide to call it a night and tell them to try and keep it down cause of the neighbors... but they're loud as ever me jenn and jose try to sleep in my room but no one can get comfortable and jose decided to take his pants off. then walks downstairs to play bass in the garage... ITS HELLA LOUD! i kinda roll around on the floor till 6 when my brother walks in telling me i need to take him to cross country i take him and i get back and start cleaning the house... its spotless... when i finish i take a smoke break the house was such a disaster but its all better now joey woke up feeling like shit and on his way home he ahs to stop and puke said sean. and here i am.. getting ready to go to block buster after that im gonna go camping with my family... 2 things i hate... camping and my family kevin |
| Wednesday, September 8th, 2004 |
| 9:35 pm |
creepy
have any of you seen that burger king commercial where this dude wakes up next to THE burger king staring at hime... then he hands him the double crossianwhich? omg thing about waking up to something like that one morning... shit scary thoughts |
| 12:38 am |
sunday
sunday night was fun. after attending TBD's band practice i went home and chilled then drove to megans hosue at like 1 am. when i got there i ahd a couple drinks and she was already gettin a buzz when i got there. we went up to ehr room and listened tothe doors and the cure till like almost 3 in the morning. she was petting my hair which was really nice and we pet her cat persephone and i decided to leave when she was falling asleep. it was a great night just talking and drink and talking about the things that bother us. megan we must do it again some time! |
| 12:06 am |
monday
woke up. talked to courtney on the phone dropped my brother off at past party got home and got picked up by courtney left for isleton bought some food and huge asian pears got to her parents house smoked and talked politics and other things with her dad dug through old tapes and took what we liked. drove to sheri's house and picked up tape player drove to SF listening to elton john cake and beck arrived and looked for parking. parked looked for bathrrom and ate at maxx's diner walked down to teh water and smoked cigarettes... saw kids skate boarding awful and video taping. sat down on the water next to peir 14 (2pm) courtney lost her lighter in the water walked back the car.(330pm) realized all the parking meters were free popped in some foreigner into the tape player i drove home so court could sleep(415 pm) got home. (5 pm) went out and ate bbq at jose's (6 pm) met his g/f smoked ate (830pm) went home (9pm) sleep(11pm) -end of day- |
| 12:02 am |
saturday
last saturday was soo fun. drinking incredible hulks playing drinking games. drinking vodka and getting high laughed all night long! went to sleep thought i pissed all over myself. realized it was puke. went back to sleep in puke coverd pants woke up found out it was nick cleaned the house. went home best drinkign night ever chris was visiting from chico |